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Wednesday, April 12th, 2006

Time:6:09 pm.
my work destruction here is complete.

i need to begin a fresh start.
the past has helped make me who i am today.

who i am today will eventually be looked back on as well.



-- we will close the chapter on this mess of meaningless, self-centered, drama-filled livejournal - and move on to the next.



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it is "friends only", for logical reasons most would never understand.

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Tuesday, April 11th, 2006

Time:8:13 am.
You're not pretty enough
You're not skinny enough
You're not healthy enough
You're not lonely enough
You're not holy enough
You're not dreaming too much
You're not sleeping enough

so shock me


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this is matthew.
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this is whiskey night at bobby and matthew's home. i look like a dead baby-cat :[
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pffft. lion <3
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our home-made happy-meal camp-fire, in the butterfly park


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-beauty bar-friday night.


i need some asprin and some sleep.
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Thursday, April 6th, 2006

Time:11:12 am.
i love when he kisses the freckles on my shoulders at 4 a.m.
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Monday, April 3rd, 2006

Subject:Beyond Angels and Adjectives
Time:3:31 am.
Mood: indescribable.
- - then he whispered "this is for you", smiled, and sang:
Beyond Angels and Adjectives
I'm putting mirrors all along the walls of your room
Just so I can surround myself with you

You are beyond angels and adjectives
Perfectly imperfect
Heart made with elements
That clever men have not defined yet
Imperfectly perfect

Your flaws are not flaws
Your body is a book and each cell is a page I can't wait to read.

You are beyond angels and adjectives
Perfectly imperfect
Heart made with elements
That clever men have not defined yet
Imperfectly perfect

Oh, my darling, have faith in love, if nothing else.



my cheeks were covered in tears by the time the song had ended.
kicked to the CURB

Friday, March 31st, 2006

Time:9:24 am.
this morning i ran into a sudden mob of people, taking a stand, marching the streets, carrying a flag and standing up for something they had obvious reasons to believe in so strongly.
i have major respect for each one of them.
the cops were attempting to block off sections of the road, but not one thing was going to put their efforts to an end.
it gave me chills thru my spine

i can't help but wonder if its possible to develop such feelings for someone, when the most you've experienced with one-another is a few deep conversations, a bottle of whiskey shared with a home-made fire --built inside of a park tunnel, and a couple of comforting hugs -- each followed by an (un-needed) explanation.
"Float like butterflies and sting like teddybears, as I could do you no harm. Each jab is a cheek kiss, soul-searching question, mutual laughter, hands-held skipping through the streets, inspiration, coffee and cigarettes, pillow fight, breakfast-in-bed, mind-excavation, sunny-day picnic on a red and white checkerd blanket with sun tea and poetry and serenades on acoustic guitars while you sit up in a tree and then I chase you around the sandbox and we remember being ten and after the fairy dust wears off I fall back into nineteen and just lay in the grass with you appreciating every single molecule on this earth until our conversation falls into flowery run-on sentences such as this one."
- i wish for one day, the entire world would become mute--hold back their ignorance, while allowing him to capture their minds with his words, the way he did to me.
kicked to the CURB

Thursday, March 23rd, 2006

Time:8:44 am.
i wish my name was Tristen.

its much prettier than "Ashley".
kicked to the CURB

Tuesday, March 21st, 2006

Time:12:12 pm.
i am no longer a little girl - with a big dream.
i am a big girl - with a little dream.

everyone has their hopes, goals, dreams, wishes..

i sometimes wonder if i am one of those people?
the one who reaches for the stars / or the one who slowly watches the stars fade.


this week i decided to try something new.
to un-surround myself with my familiar surroundings.

i also, plan to repair everything that i once carelessly broke.
i approached a challenge last night, which was carefully thought-out and thouroughly planned, yet-so random and unexpected. i suppose--it was far more successful than i had predicted.
tonight, i arranged special plans to cook a grilled-cheese sandwhich for an old friend.

to take time. make people feel important. give them affection.
(its sad, how i almost forgot how to do any of the above).

i am slowly re-teaching myself how to be a "genuine person".
to be comfortable, within my own flesh.

i like life.
i think it might just turn out to be pretty okay afterall.
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Thursday, March 16th, 2006

Subject:Hey little pretty with the tattooed skin. The past is repeatin' --yeah it's gonna begin !
Time:1:17 pm.
for some sudden reason, i had this urge to call an old friend a few nights ago.
i am so proud of him.
making something--out of having absolutely nothing.

i have always had faith in him.
he knows that.
now he has faith in me.
and we're going to begin something i have wanted to do my entire life.

i can't believe someone is doing this for me.
my face has not held a smile for this long in ages.
crazy how in no time at all, he found a way to make every doubt, worry, or fear about my future instantly disappear.




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